May 11, 2008

Thank goodness for Vanilla & Caramel!

After several venting posts in April 2008, I noticed that my recent posts are no longer as angry or angsty as before. I take it as a good sign. I couldn't have done it without this blog. Yay, Vanilla & Caramel!

Some days, of course, seeing images of buildings on fire and thinking of work still give me a hollow feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Other times I wonder about good and bad intentions - mine and others. I think about what motivates other people to act the way they do. I've encountered annoying, insulting, demeaning, despicable - basically unacceptable behavior. As long as I don't mirror their behavior, I'm fine. I admit, sometimes the temptation is great to reflect their bad behavior just so they'll see how they're acting. Yet I tell myself those kinds of behavior reflect more on other people than on me. So it's not my problem.

In the meantime, I'll continue minding my own thing.