July 18, 2010

It's the same thing over and over again

Just because I let you get away with your bad behavior, you never stop. Just because I don't say anything doesn't mean that you don't do or say anything hurtful. I've learned to choose my battles wisely a long time ago.

You blame me for everything, even when I'm not at fault. Even when I didn't really do anything. You wanted me to do something I didn't want to, and once again, I'm the bad guy. You wanted drama when there was no drama to be found. We actually both wondered what got you so riled up.

It's easy for you to forget the person who is always, ALWAYS there for you. No matter what. Somehow, I'm always the bad guy, even if my actions prove to the contrary. You believe the worst in me. You post your gripes about me for all the world to see, but did I ever reply? No. Because I respect your right to express how you feel. But you just keep pushing. As if I have no feelings.

I've never had issues with doing what's good. But when I'm always made out to be the bad guy (and I know I'm not), I realized that you don't even realize who the real bad guy is. It seems like to you, there are those who can do no wrong, and those who always does wrong. And you've lumped me in the latter category a long time ago.